Love is Odd

Love is such a strange concept. There are so many ways it can be interpreted that it almost drives me to the edge of reason. How can I love someone so much but barely know them? How can I be attracted to someone just solely on the way they come across to me, am I insane? It makes me feel like I'm shallower than a kiddie pool, when others are attracted by compatibility and common ground. But for some reason I feel liberated that I can basically find myself attracted to someone because they interest me, not because they are me, and maybe I'm just looking for a reason to feel sane, and poking holes in some's logic, but I feel that attraction on a very basic level is the key to love, and that the deeper you go is just something to explore which one can elaborate on, and find more reason to love. I'm probably making no sense anymore but, I don't care the truth is I may not know the person I'm attracted to very well and because of that the mystery is only part of the attraction.

Emotions are a weird thing they click at the oddest of moments and sometimes aren't wanted but yet they come from the soul and one should be thankful we have these emotions to remember we are human. I am bemused by the way simple things can make us so happy, and other things seem to have no effect at all. I'm not sure i speak for all when i say that to me the happiest thing in my life besides my friends is my music, the melodies, the harmonies, the notes, and every little thing that goes into creating three to ten minutes of pure genius. When one realizes how hard it is to create a truly good piece of music then one can really listen to it and enjoy it for what it is, it is life, and it is pure emotion captured by voices and instruments to come to us in a pure form of beauty. To think of music as a background noise is to demean it, when one starts to realize that it needs to be played loud and enjoyed is when one can start to understand. Music is my addiction and I need it from dusk to dawn without it im just like that crack addict on the corner of Sunset Blvd. begging for anything he can get, but when I've got my music all i can say is my eyes may not be red but im just as high as any mountain.