Sunday, January 29, 2012

Movies Kick a lot of Ass

As a junior in High School, I never thought I would end up liking classic movies. When I saw a movie that was more than forty years old, I would not pay attention. There were no high definition or awesome special effects to draw me in. My entire idea of old movies changed when I enrolled in a class at my high school. The class was Design I and the first semester of the class really focused on designs of classic design, including that of the early to mid 20th Century. During this first semester, we watched a lot of movies and not just new ones and documentary’s, but films that were much older. The first one I really fell in love with was North by Northwest (1959) directed by Alfred Hitchcock. Other movies we watched in that class were Breakfast at Tiffany’s and Roman Holiday (1953). From this moment on, I really started to fall in love with the design of that era - the cars, the buildings, the style. Another thing I fell in love with was movies. I always liked movies, but that movie really changed me. I became more aware of all the older films this world has to offer. It didn’t take long before I became a movie aficionado.

During the rest of my junior and senior year, I couldn’t see enough movies. Every time I saw something I really enjoyed I would look for similar movies or look up movies by that director. Thanks to that one high school class, I also discovered my favorite genre of movies, the psychological thriller. Alfred Hitchcock is my favorite director and a true master in the psychological thriller genre. Although I still haven’t seen a lot of his films, the ones I have seen have landed themselves on my favorites list. I really enjoyed Dial M for Murder as well as The Rear Window. The idea of a film having a huge twist at the end really fascinates me in some way; it’s most likely the fact that it deviates from the predictability of most modern films.

I feel like these old movies leave me longing to live in a different time - mostly the 50’s. If only I could live in the 50’s without the twisted family values and Red Scare, I would love that era. The thing I love most about that era was the style. I like the way the architecture was radically different than any other period before that and I love the ornate woodwork in the bars and restaurants. I also love art deco, even if that was a product of the twenties and thirties.

Another thing the old movies have really given me is a fashion sense. I liked what the men wore in the fifties – the narrow lapels on suits way the men wore hats. I like to incorporate some of these items into my casual attire and will occasionally make a trip to the thrift shop to search for these. It can be a challenge to find and use these items, but I am still in love with the attire of the time. Someday, I hope to find myself in a classic art deco style bar wearing a suit and tie, with a drink in hand, just to say I’ve lived like that just for a minute. These ideas I admit are a little too romantic for a modernist age.

Since watching that first classic movie two years ago, I must have watched at least two hundred films. I feel that by watching these films, it has really broadened my scope on life. I have tried more things and done more things since watching these films, things that I wouldn’t have done otherwise. These films have also given me inspiration for what profession I may choose in the future. Right now, I am interested in engineering, but I am torn by my love for artistic design. I am not sure I have the knack for design as much as I do have for engineering. However, I feel that design and engineering go hand in hand so one day I may realize that dream.

Watching old films really gives me an understanding of modern film. Although it is hard to compare films of the fifties to films of the 21st Century, I can see where directors get their inspiration. I often see those 50’s concepts incorporated elements into the movies of today. A study of both classic and modern film has also allowed me to see where drama and action meet. In comparing modern and classic films, I feel that something has been lost. The beauty of an action film that also tells a great story has nearly gone by the wayside, lost in all the modern special effect. Today action movies feature big explosions and cliché’s and this really bothers me. There is no plot in the new action movies and there is no art. That said, there are many exceptions and I really enjoy watching these films that still capture the art that is in the action thriller of and older era. For example, I enjoy films by Guy Ritchie such as Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels, the Sherlock Holmes movies, and RocknRolla. I feel that there is still somewhat of an art in these movies although I still can see that I am blinded by how cool they make the characters seem.

Modern films are not without their admirable qualities. The digital film age is amazing when you consider the amount of editing and time spent just to capture one shot. In modern movies, you can see incredible special effects that were not possible in the 1950’s. This is due in large part to the development of the modern computer and other technology. Another thing I find admirable in new movies is the emphasis on lighting. In the last 50 years film artistry has developed to the point where visual artists use shadows as a major element of a shot. I appreciate the art a bit more even when the story is not so good. Take, for example, the glacially slow paced movie, The American, in which George Clooney takes forever to construct a custom gun, falls in love with an Italian prostitute and then dies. Despite the story being slow and unrealistic, there is great beauty in the camera work, which makes the film worthwhile.

Movies – both classic and modern, have had a great impact on my life. I know what happens in a movie isn’t real. I like to view it as a great story and a source of inspiration though. I really enjoy the way a director takes a story and creates something visually pleasing and really entertaining. Movies provide me with the best escape in my qqlife, which is filled with problems sometimes I don’t comprehend. If I am depressed or stressed a movie is what calms me down. In this last year that may be why I have seen so many movies. More importantly, in addition to their ability to ease my stress and provide entertainment, movies are a great source of inspiration, a means of learning and personal growth and an important part of my life.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Love is Odd

Love is such a strange concept. There are so many ways it can be interpreted that it almost drives me to the edge of reason. How can I love someone so much but barely know them? How can I be attracted to someone just solely on the way they come across to me, am I insane? It makes me feel like I'm shallower than a kiddie pool, when others are attracted by compatibility and common ground. But for some reason I feel liberated that I can basically find myself attracted to someone because they interest me, not because they are me, and maybe I'm just looking for a reason to feel sane, and poking holes in some's logic, but I feel that attraction on a very basic level is the key to love, and that the deeper you go is just something to explore which one can elaborate on, and find more reason to love. I'm probably making no sense anymore but, I don't care the truth is I may not know the person I'm attracted to very well and because of that the mystery is only part of the attraction.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Emotions are a weird thing they click at the oddest of moments and sometimes aren't wanted but yet they come from the soul and one should be thankful we have these emotions to remember we are human. I am bemused by the way simple things can make us so happy, and other things seem to have no effect at all. I'm not sure i speak for all when i say that to me the happiest thing in my life besides my friends is my music, the melodies, the harmonies, the notes, and every little thing that goes into creating three to ten minutes of pure genius. When one realizes how hard it is to create a truly good piece of music then one can really listen to it and enjoy it for what it is, it is life, and it is pure emotion captured by voices and instruments to come to us in a pure form of beauty. To think of music as a background noise is to demean it, when one starts to realize that it needs to be played loud and enjoyed is when one can start to understand. Music is my addiction and I need it from dusk to dawn without it im just like that crack addict on the corner of Sunset Blvd. begging for anything he can get, but when I've got my music all i can say is my eyes may not be red but im just as high as any mountain.